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this is for chris. apparently it’s not actually called “mr. spell” (I think originally there was one called that), but this is what I was talking about. Go to this site and you can get the effect of what it sounds like…ck…

So I am so freaking busy, it is a wonder I even make it to school everyday (I am skipping Econ as we speak…lol…)…

So I have not seen my mother in a week…literally…I have not seen her face nor heard her voice. I have been at Josh’s a lot, and doing normal daily things with him, because it was getting too stressful to come home to my house, do some homework, then go out to his house, hang out WAY too late, then come back home again. So, I decided to cut out the middle man, and just spend all that time at his house, do my homework, laundry, and cooking there, and just come home here by like 9 or 10 and sleep, then wake up go to school, and do it all over again.

Oh yeah, and I am planning on moving my hours at work up to about 30 a week. I just need more money…it is SO frustrating trying to go to school and have money to eat, pay for car insurance, gas, loan payment, cell phone bill, and try and save as well….so, I am going to pick up some extra hours.

As far as my workout REGIME (lol…I love using that word that way) it is on hiatus right now, as soon as I can get my other ducks (I almost spelled it ducts…ducts haha) in a row. Wow…and this is non stop…right on through the summer…. fall: 15 credits; winter: 15 credits; spring: 15 credits; summer: 15 credits….fall: 15 credits….etc….wow. it’s not until summer ‘09 that I will get a TRUE break.

I want to get married.

peace.

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I miss you guys so much. I could hardly stand it today. I miss holidays with you guys. god I miss you.